Chapter 161 Don’t cry
Chapter 161 Don’t cry
Xia Qing had not yet recovered from her shock and fear. The moment she saw Jiang Shao, something rushed out of her forgotten memory.
For a moment, all kinds of emotions were tearing at my mind.
Her heart was pounding, and she didn't know if it was because of fear or something else.
Jiang Shao looked at her for a long time. He wanted to say something, but he mustered up the courage several times, and the words stopped at his lips.
He squatted down, picked up the bag she threw at him, picked up the items that fell on the ground and put them into his bag, and finally picked up the air cushion cream that fell far away, stood up, walked over, and handed it to her together with the bag.
Holding the handle of the bag, his Adam's apple slid up and down a few times, and he spoke in a hoarse voice.
"I'm sorry~ Don't cry! I just wanted to see you secretly and leave soon." When we met again, I didn't expect that saying a word would be so difficult.
Xia Qing didn't realize she was crying.
She was so upset that she asked him, "Since we're done, it's over. What are you doing here now? How dare you come to me?"
Jiang Shao knew that he had hurt her deeply, and the next time they met, it would definitely not be a peaceful scene.
But when he really saw her questioning him with a cold voice and cold eyes, he still lowered his head uncomfortably.
"I wanted to take a sneak peek at you~"
Xia Qing uttered a cold "huh", and the words she said were like a sharp sword piercing her heart.
"Look at me? Don't you find this funny? You didn't even have time to hide from me back then, right?" He was so decisive when he left.
"I didn't..." Jiang Shao wanted to say that it wasn't that he didn't want to see her at that time, but that he didn't dare to see her. He didn't dare to do those despicable things in front of her.
But before he could explain, Xia Qing said first: "You do. No matter how many reasons you have, what you did is the fact. Anything you say now is just quibbling."
Besides, she no longer needs those reasons now.
She had let go of that relationship and had no intention of pursuing right or wrong. The only thing that was clear was that she didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.
"Please leave. Linlin should have told you that I don't want to see you. Seeing you makes me feel sick. You make me feel like a fool. You make me feel like my feelings are being despised. Every time I look back on the past, it feels like a joke."
Jiang Shao's whole body was shaken, and the man with red eyes finally couldn't help but shed tears.
Reach out and wipe it away quickly.
"I'm leaving~, sorry~ I'm leaving, your bag~" I still have to give the bag to her.
Xia Qing snatched it away and said, "Let's go! Now, let's go immediately!"
Jiang Shao's heart seemed to collapse and his whole body was shivering.
Being looked at with such disgust and hatred, his whole body ached, and his head hurt even more.
As he turned and staggered away, he seemed to have lost his mind, his steps were stiff, and all he could think of was: "You make me feel sick, like a joke..."
He made the relationship between the two worse, which was not his intention, but things always developed in an uncontrollable direction.
Xia Qing looked at Jiang Shao like a down-and-out water ghost. It wasn't raining, but he felt like he was soaked all over.
The two people who once loved each other now look hideous and are no longer as beautiful as they once were.
Xia Qing stood there, watching the figure disappear at the end of the road.
She slowly put on her bag, wiped her tears, and slowly walked back.
When I opened the door of Cui Jinsong's house, the room was pitch black. It was dark in the capital city after five in the afternoon in winter.
She didn't turn on the light, but walked to the sofa and sat down on it, as if she had lost all her strength and plunged herself into darkness.
I don’t know how long it took.
The sound of a door opening was heard, followed by Cui Jinsong's voice.
It has become a habit. As long as Xia Qing doesn't come back with Cui Jinsong, Xia Qing must have left work early. If Cui Jinsong comes back early, he will definitely wait for Xia Qing to come back together.
Whenever Xia Qing got off work early, Cui Jinsong would call out when he opened the door: "Xia Qing~, Xia Qing~ I'm back."
At that time, she would run over here or there like a young swallow and hug him.
This time he called twice, but no one answered. He thought she was not there and thought she must have gone upstairs, so he would go and bring her down later.
But, turn on the light.
Looking at the person sitting on the sofa with his head buried in his knees, he realized something was wrong.
His eyes flashed, and he quickly walked over, squatted down, and gently held her hand.
"Xia Qing~what's wrong?" In addition to the gentleness of the past, his tone was more worried.
Xia Qing looked up, her hair was disheveled on her forehead and her eyes were red, looking very pitiful.
"Tell me, what happened?" Cui Jinsong was furious. Was she wronged? Who bullied her?
Xia Qing just shook her head and put her arms around his neck.
Cui Jinsong took the opportunity to hug her, then picked her up and walked around the living room with her in his arms.
While comforting Xia Qing, he didn't know what he was thinking.
Xia Qing was actually just sentimental for a moment, but being cared for by Cui Jinsong, she slowly healed herself.
She tilted her head and kissed Cui Jinsong.
"I'm fine, let me down."
Cui Jinsong did not put her down, but just held her in his arms and sat on the sofa together.
"Can you tell me what happened to you today?" he asked her gently.
How can I talk about my ex-boyfriend with my current boyfriend? Even if he is generous, some topics are still sensitive.
Xia Qing changed her words: "I had a quarrel with someone. That person hurt me before, but I'm fine now. It's not a big deal."
"I'll feel better once you comfort me." Then she kissed him again.
Cui Jinsong was skeptical. Xia Qing didn't want to say anything and didn't ask any more questions, but she still said to her seriously, "If there's anything, be sure to tell me. Don't keep it to yourself and torture yourself."
"I'm someone you can rely on. Although you're very strong and independent and can often handle problems on your own, I still hope you can think of me when you encounter difficulties. I'm also someone who can help you and overcome difficulties together. Try to trust me, okay?"
"Yeah, kiss." Xia Qing had adjusted herself and didn't want to continue this unhappy topic.
She took the initiative to kiss Cui Jinsong, but Cui Jinsong was still a little worried about her and was a little distracted.
Xia Qing kissed him and seeing that he was indifferent, she bit him angrily.
"Hiss~" His lips were broken.
"You're distracted~" Xia Qing accused.
Cui Jinsong's eyes were deep. She seemed to be really well now and no longer had those emotions.
Feelings of sadness, powerlessness, and boredom.
She seems to be able to adjust herself quickly. How much grievance must she have suffered to develop such emotional regulation skills?
He always felt sorry for her and wanted to do something for her. He wanted to brush away her bad emotions and make her happy every day.
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