Chapter 118: One Girl's Two Years
Chapter 118: One Girl's Two Years
After leaving her job, Xia Qing returned to her hometown.
At home, I am not only with my parents, but also with my family.
She thought that life was tiring, she was tired and her parents were tired too.
There is endless work to do and endless worries to worry about.
The boring but helpless family matters.
Those pretentious sentiments about sadness in autumn and spring seem particularly boring.
Love is really not that important.
When you feel like being pretentious, just go home and do farm work, working yourself to death without complaining.
It would be better to improve your own level if you have that free time.
The large companies that Xia Qing had submitted her resume to before all had very high educational requirements.
She plans to try postgraduate studies, and if that doesn't work, she'll get an engineer's license.
Two days before leaving home.
Xia Qing told her parents, "I want to get a certificate, which might delay my work a bit, maybe..."
Before I could finish, my father said, "Are you out of money? We'll have money after selling this season's corn..."
"No... I'm afraid that I won't have the energy to work when I take the exam, and won't be able to support my family." The little money she has saved may only be enough for her own expenses in Beijing.
"Haha, my daughter's parents don't want you to subsidize the family. We just want you to be healthy and happy, and that's enough for us."
"Yes, your father and I are not that old yet. Just do whatever you want." Xia Qing's mother also comforted softly.
Xia Qing wanted to cry again. The warmth of her family always moved her to tears.
They are her strong support.
Xia Qing returned to Beijing and went to the postgraduate entrance examination institution near the university to learn about the application information.
She signed up for two classes.
I started a part-time work and study life.
She moved to a new house next to her target university.
She attends classes when the training class is in session, and goes to the school classroom to review according to the students' schedule when there are no classes.
Looking at the young and innocent faces at school, while studying and attending classes, Xia Qing felt both envious and motivated.
I forced myself to study with the extreme attitude that if I didn't succeed, I would die.
Whenever I can’t continue studying during review, whenever I can’t remember words after reciting them many times, whenever I always make mistakes when doing exercises.
She broke down again and again, running around and crying in the playground where no one knew her.
Blame yourself for being useless, blame yourself for being incompetent, blame yourself for being bad...
Then I encouraged myself not to give up, secretly told myself that I could do it, comforted myself and kept on persevering...
Then go back and continue studying.
After breaking down time and time again, I repaired myself again and again, continued to learn, studied hard, and gritted my teeth to persevere...
The desk lamp is still on at 2 a.m., and the figure goes out at a.m.
Walking alone in every morning before the sun rises.
Loneliness is also full of tenacity.
Xia Qing is not a smart child.
So for things that are easily available to some people, she often has to work very hard, or even cannot get them easily.
When the postgraduate entrance examination results came out, she cried and laughed.
Without having time to feel sentimental, she hurried to prepare for the interview. The school she applied for was not one of the top 10 universities in Beijing, because these universities not only look at scores, but also the overall performance in the interview.
Xia Qing, firstly, her scores were not high, and secondly, she knew her shortcomings.
She picked a conservative one.
Although this school may be ranked low in this capital city full of top students, Xia Qing is very satisfied.
The moment I received the acceptance letter.
The hanging heart finally settled down.
She took the notice and cried loudly in her room when her roommate was not around.
Yes, cry for yourself.
She herself knew how she had spent this period of time.
Fortunately, God had mercy on her and her efforts were not in vain.
The two-year graduate school career felt like it went by faster than my undergraduate studies. It was as if I had just enrolled and gotten familiar with the campus and classmates when I graduated.
Those times that passed by so quickly were like an unreal dream.
Come and go in a hurry.
But the passing of geese leaves traces, and learning is like seeds sown in advance, which will bloom and bear fruit at the appointed time.
In her opinion, the big company she liked required academic qualifications to be a huge mountain that she was too short to climb over.
Now, my wish has finally come true.
She then realized that some things were not that difficult, but they were indeed difficult for her at that time.
In the past two years or so, I have actually experienced a lot of things.
But, it seems there is no need to mention it again.
Linlin said she has become more intellectual and more distant.
Xia Qing also played and joked with her, not allowing any distance between them.
During that time, I was in Beijing. If it weren't for Linlin encouraging me from time to time and inviting me to dinner to relax in my spare time, I would not feel that I was lonely.
I'm so grateful to have a friend like her.
Of course, Linlin had mentioned that person before.
Linlin said that she found Linlin through Li Chao's relationship. Before Linlin could say anything specific, Xia Qing interrupted her.
At that time, Xia Qing said, "Linlin, I'm done with him. It wasn't decent to break up at that time. I don't want to know anything about him anymore. So I blocked him from everything, just to make it a clean break. Don't bother with his affairs anymore."
Linlin knew what kind of life Xia Qing had been leading in the past two years.
The girl who loves beauty and is a little bit pretentious but stubborn, pushed herself step by step and took a path she never wanted to take before. After all, they were the ones who had skipped classes and couldn't concentrate before, so they knew best how far they had to push themselves before they could concentrate on studying.
She held her breath and competed with herself.
Awkward and stubborn.
Step by step, he walked a path that made her envy and admire him.
Her sisters are cruel enough, and they are cruel enough to her.
She couldn't do it.
So, when Xia Qing expressed that she didn't want to hear anything about Jiang Shao, Zhao Linlin really never mentioned it again.
And Zhao Linlin returned home.
She didn't listen directly to Jiang Shao's explanations or excuses.
She didn't want to know if there was any hidden reason behind some things, didn't want to know the reason, and didn't want to understand the process.
She only trusts her sisters.
She only listens to her sisters.
She asked Li Chao to tell him: "Breakup is breakup, and it can't be mended. The best outcome for a couple who break up is to never see each other again, let alone disturb each other."
"My sister thought her ex-boyfriend was dead." Li Chao couldn't avoid being scolded by Zhao Linlin.
Don't underestimate a woman's determination to put aside love and focus on her career.
Of course, Li Chao still puts his girlfriend first.
He didn't have much contact with Jiang Shao after graduation. He didn't want to get involved in those complicated matters.
His master's degree was a three-year program, and he graduated at the same time as Xia Qing.
His girlfriend has waited for him for so long, he will not let her down!
Not to mention letting her down, his parents would blame him for a long time if he made her unhappy.
Besides, he can’t!
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