Know Yourself in the Dragon World

Chapter 540: Loneliness in the Wind (3)

When Giovanni woke up, he found himself lying alone in an ice building that looked a bit like a tomb.

"Son!" she shouted.

No one responded.

"My son!" She wondered, "Where is he? Strange, where is this?"

Giovanni's short knife was placed in the corner of the ice house. She stood up and walked over, picked it up, and saw words engraved on the ice.

"Mom, there are some roads I still need to walk on my own.

I prepared grilled fish for you, but since you wouldn't wake up for a while, I left it all at the door. It might have frozen solid.

If you want to eat it, just take the gunpowder out of the bullet, light a fire and heat it up.

Dad has his own considerations. You are an old couple, there is nothing to argue about.

If I cause the breakdown of your relationship, then I would be committing a great sin.

Your son can't be a hero, but he doesn't want to be a coward either. I have to do something, I want to do something. What I can't do, someone else can do.

Goodbye, Mom!

Qiao Weini didn't expect Lu Mingfei to abandon her and run away. This didn't seem like the son she knew. He was completely inconsistent with what was written in the information.

“This brat…” Qiao Weini rushed out of the igloo and looked around. She couldn’t see Lu Mingfei. He had indeed left. This was not a prank. “He has grown up and become more powerful.”

Giovanni smiled with relief.

Far away, Lu Mingfei was heading north against the cold wind, with Lu Mingze by his side.

"You shouldn't feel cold, that's great." Lu Mingfei said enviously.

Lu Mingze kept persuading Lu Mingfei all the way, hoping that he could adopt another approach.

Lu Mingze had never been so flustered before. He regretted his decision and never thought that one person could have such an influence on another person.

What he couldn't understand even more was why Lu Mingfei was so respectful of Han Qiu's actions.

"You won't have that ending. It's better to rely on yourself than on others. Have you forgotten who he is? He is Loki! He is full of lies."

"Even if he really wanted to create such a dreamlike ending, what do you think the chances of success are? Where is the immortality? Where is the hatred and conflict that can be put aside?"

"Brother, everything should belong to you. Only you are qualified to be the one who kills Nidhogg. That is your throne. Han Qiu is trying to steal it from you."

No matter what Lu Mingze said, Lu Mingfei remained unmoved. The weight of that trust was beyond Lu Mingze's imagination and beyond Lu Mingfei's understanding.

During the escape, I killed some people who should not have been killed, saw some tragic deaths, and learned about the situation of my parents.

Lu Mingfei fully understands what he wants. He is just a child who longs for home and friends. It would be better if he could be a hero, but if he cannot be a hero, whoever can give him what he wants will be the hero.

"Can you give me a good ending?" Lu Mingfei seemed a little impatient and asked directly.

"Old Tang can live, and all kings can live, brother, as long as you want." Lu Mingze said.

"Look, you've let go of your hatred, haven't you? You've agreed to let them live."

"But they should have died immediately," Lu Mingze emphasized.

"That's because Han Qiu did what you didn't do." Lu Mingfei didn't understand what he was proud of.

Lu Mingze was speechless for a while.

Lu Mingfei continued, "I don't want you to die either. I don't have many friends, but at least you showed up when I was desperate. I am just like that. I can't hate anyone. There are very few people I can hate. I used to think I hated Zhao Menghua, but later I didn't hate him anymore. I felt sorry for him."

"You... don't hate them?" Lu Mingze asked, "Lu Lincheng, Angers, don't you hate them? They are using you!"

"Maybe... a little bit of hatred, a little bit." Lu Mingfei looked into the distance, "You didn't lie to me, did you? The Greenland Sea is heading this way."

“It’s a long way.”

"We have to go no matter how far it is. Maybe he can help me repair my pontine rupture surgery." Lu Mingfei said, "That guy's abilities are always incredible."

"If you can kill Nidhogg by yourself, then there is nothing I can do. Why did I seek your help to send Herzog into the cocoon of darkness?"

"What do you think a hero is?" Lu Mingfei suddenly asked.

He asked himself again and answered himself: "My father should be considered a hero. If I really follow the plan and succeed, I will kill Nidhogg and take that position, and then be controlled or even killed by them. The dragons will be completely buried, the throne will be ownerless forever, and the world will be peaceful. Then my father is a hero. He is willing to sacrifice his son to achieve justice."

"But that wouldn't be fair to you."

"I'm talking about this world." Lu Mingfei said seriously.

Lu Mingze found that not only could he not fool Lu Mingfei, but he also couldn't win the argument with Lu Mingfei.

"Besides, Principal Ange is a recognized hero. Whether I am here or not, he is still a hero." Lu Mingfei smiled and said, "He has been fighting against dragons all his life."

"He did it for his own hatred."

"But what we did was righteous."

"Brother, when did you start to hold yourself to the standards of a saint and others to the standards of a bitch?" Lu Mingze asked.

"When?" Lu Mingfei recalled, "I don't know. I don't think of myself as a saint, nor do I think of others as bitches. It's just that there is no result yet, so there is no need for me to dwell on it. Let's wait for the ending. I hope to see that kind of ending."

"Well, brother, there are still some differences between you and me."

"You are not me, and I will not be you."

"I can't give you the ending you want. I can't do it."

"If you can't do it, just get out of the way. Maybe you can survive." Lu Mingfei said.

"If I live, I can't let go of hatred," said Lu Mingze.

Lu Mingfei turned around and looked at Lu Mingze, "So I will keep an eye on you. Don't touch my friends, otherwise I will be angry."

Lu Mingze had seen Lu Mingfei's expression at this moment. He had the same expression when facing Zhao Menghua in the pizza shop.

"What about me?" Lu Mingze asked.

"You are my friend too, don't make trouble, otherwise, I will be angry. Is there any accident with the authority of Old Tang and Constantine?" Lu Mingfei asked a serious question.

"No, I thought I could use this to contain Han Qiu, or train a new King of Bronze and Fire." Lu Mingze said, "At that time, he asked me for help and fled to Japan, using this as a bargaining chip for cooperation. That was the beginning of the evil, and the essence of the plan's collapse. He distracted a large part of my attention. Brother, how come you have become like this for no apparent reason?"

"What do you want me to be?"

"At least not like now. He is the same as Han Qiu, an annoying idealist."

"There are no idealists in this game, only winners." Lu Mingfei said confidently: "I believe he can win."