webnovelfull Chapter 118 Not worth it
Chapter 118 Not worth it
Xia Ruoan hugged her and said, "Senior sister, I and everyone else feel sorry for you."
"Senior brother is very good, we all agree on that. It's normal for you to like him. After all, he is gentle, considerate and kind, but he treats everyone like this. That's just his personality. But his kindness to you and us is for our friendship as classmates. In his heart, we are just his juniors."
"His smile nowadays is all fake. You like him so much, it's impossible for you not to see that he is not happy at all, because the person who can make him happy is Sister Ling'er."
"There is no comparison in matters of the heart. No matter how good you are to him or how much you do for him, he won't feel good if the person isn't what he wants. But the sister Ling'er he likes doesn't have to do anything. Just stand in front of him, and he'll be happy and fall in love with her." Xia Ruoan hadn't expected that his relationship was such a mess now, and he still had to persuade others.
"Senior, I hope you can be happy and be with someone who treats you wholeheartedly, rather than someone who has someone else in his heart. I don't want you to suffer any grievances." Xia Ruoan comforted her.
Qiao Xin couldn't help but shed tears. She understood what Ruoan said, but she just couldn't accept it.
"Ruoan, I thought I could warm his heart. I've been with him for seven years, staying by his side for seven years. Even if I were a piece of ice, it would melt. Why can't he give me a chance and like me a little more?"
"I changed my major for him and discussed the same scientific research project with him. How could he be so cold-blooded? Just because Zhou Ling'er knew him before me, I have no chance? Zhou Ling'er has left him, why can't she even look at me?" Qiao Xin was really about to collapse.
Xia Ruoan's eyes also turned red, "Because the person he loves is not you." So I feel wronged, how can I still like him?
"Senior, it's been seven years. It's time for you to let go of your feelings for Senior Brother. Your one-sided efforts have gone unrequited, and you feel wronged, and it's also troublesome for him."
"Seven years is enough time, you can let it go. If he had any affection for you at all, he wouldn't ignore you like this." Xia Ruoan also felt sorry for Qiao Xin's blind devotion. There was no way Senior Brother Ouyang would reply to her.
Senior Brother Ouyang's attitude has been clear from the beginning. He has no feelings for Senior Sister between men and women, and his feelings will not waver. Even if Sister Ling'er really gets into trouble, Senior Brother Ouyang will probably only think about Sister Ling'er, and then Senior Sister will have no hope at all.
"Ruoan, how am I inferior to Zhou Ling'er? Why can't he like me?" Qiao Xin asked unwillingly.
"It's not that you can't compare to him, it's just that the person he likes happens to be Sister Ling'er. Sister Ling'er is very outstanding, but you are not bad either. In his heart, Sister Ling'er is the one he likes. You are also the one that others like, and in their eyes, you are the only one. As long as you look back, you will find it."
"Senior sister, please really let it go. Help my senior brother and let yourself go." Xia Ruoan said seriously.
"We have all seen what you have done for Senior Brother over the years, but Senior Brother always refuses when he can. Even if he really can't refuse, he will repay you with the same price. You know that Senior Brother doesn't accept your kindness. You keep giving, and in the end, you only move yourself."
"Senior, do you remember how you persuaded me before I broke up with Zhou Mufan? I hope you can treat yourself with the same attitude. Love yourself before you love others. Think more about yourself and stop deceiving yourself."
"You've spent seven years without getting any response. Do you think it's necessary to persist?" Xia Ruoan said rationally.
Qiao Xin understood the truth, but that was the person she fell in love with at first sight.
Qiao Xin pushed Xia Ruoan away and shook her head at her. "Ruoan, I can't be as rational as you. I'm not as lucky as you. After leaving Zhou Mufan, I still met the heir of the Leng Group, and now I'm married to him and have children with him."
She laughed at herself, "Ruoan, do you know me?"
"I lied to you from the beginning. Actually, I didn't like you at the beginning. On the contrary, I was jealous of you."
"When you arrived, Ouyang, who never liked group activities, actually signed up to be a member of the orientation group for the first time. I thought something was amiss. Sure enough, when you showed up, his eyes lit up. I could tell he was genuinely happy to see you."
"Later, I discovered that he was indeed very nice to you. However, he was still with Zhou Ling'er at the time, so it wasn't a love story between a man and a woman. Then, I approached you just to be closer to him."
"Everyone knows that Ouyang is gentle, but he is very distant to everyone. It's ironic to say that Ouyang remembers me and calls me because of you. Please take good care of you." Qiao Xin said sarcastically.
Originally, she contacted Xia Ruoan with a purpose, but after getting along with each other later, she really liked this little junior sister.
Later she found out that Xia Ruoan knew the teacher. She thought that the teacher asked Ouyang to help take care of Xia Ruoan. However, she later realized that it was only because Ouyang wanted to take care of Xia Ruoan. Fortunately, he only treated her like a younger sister.
"Even though I later found out that he only treated you as a younger sister, I was still jealous because I also wanted a little bit of his favor, but I never got it."
"I know." Xia Ruoan nodded.
Qiao Xin looked up at her in disbelief, "You knew? What about you?"
Qiao Xin always thought she had hidden it well, but she never expected that she would know it.
"Yes, I knew it from the beginning, but you were really good to me. Even if you had an ulterior motive at the beginning, it is undeniable that you really helped me a lot and never did anything to hurt me." How could Xia Ruoan not understand.
After hearing this, Qiao Xin didn't know how to face Xia Ruoan.
"Ruoan, I'm sorry." Qiao Xin looked at her apologetically and said.
She originally thought that she could keep it a secret for the rest of her life and not tell anyone about it, so as not to lose this friend. However, she didn't expect that Ruoan had seen everything she did.
"You haven't wronged me. You've been very good to me, and I'm very grateful for your help over the years. I've wanted a sister since I was a child, so even though you showed up with an ulterior motive, I can see that you don't have a bad heart. You just fell in love with the wrong person."
"Sister Ling'er was willing to give up her own dream to save my senior brother. I believe that if you had discovered my senior brother first, you would have risked your life to save him. Senior sister, when you like someone, it doesn't matter who comes first. If you like someone, you just like them. There's no need to ask why."
"Don't say you spent seven years for Brother and spent seven years with him to kidnap him. Sister Ling'er has been with him since he was three years old. If you count it, Sister Ling'er has been with him for eighteen years."
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