From school uniform to wedding dress, but I don't want to marry you anymore

Chapter 368 I Like You So Much

"This……"

It was not until this moment that Jiang Yu understood Gu Sili's intention.

Mr. Gu wanted to push Yun Ning away and reduce her guilt.

Or maybe, because there was little hope of him being cured, he thought, be cruel and let Yun Ning adapt to his departure in advance.

When he really dies, Yun Ning won't be too sad.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yu actually felt a little sympathy for Gu Sili.

He confirmed again: "Mr. Gu, have you really thought it through?"

Gu Sili leaned on the hospital bed, the cold light of the incandescent lamp fell on his thin shoulders, making his already pale face almost transparent.

He didn't hesitate: "Do as I say."

Jiang Yu's Adam's apple rolled, and he could only respond in a low voice: "Yes."

After finishing these things, he turned and walked away.

When he reached the door, Jiang Yu remembered something again, turned around and said to Gu Sili, "By the way, Mr. Gu, a long time ago, you asked me to investigate Yun Ning's college life. In addition to those classmates, I accidentally found her college diary."

Gu Sili frowned: "Diary?"

"Yes."

As he spoke, Jiang Yu took out two diaries from his briefcase and handed them to Gu Sili.

Gu Sili's pupils suddenly shrank and he took it with all his strength.

Jiang Yu left without saying a word.

I hope that after reading the diary, Mr. Gu will understand that Yun Ning’s love for him was no less than Mr. Gu’s love for her now.

If two people are destined to be separated forever by life and death.

It is better to cherish the present time.

The ward was quiet.

Gu Sili gently placed the diary on the table. The crushed cherry blossom petals turned slightly yellow and fell from the book.

Gu Sili remembered that there was a cherry blossom forest next to the stadium where he often played basketball.

At that time, Yun Ning would stand blatantly under the cherry tree and look at him from afar.

Bright and outgoing, with smiling eyes.

Like a declaration of sovereignty.

At that time, Gu Sili was a little annoyed, annoyed that Yun Ning treated him as her property.

Now, this kind of look has become his luxury.

Ice floes collided in the man's dark pupils, and he slowly turned to the first page.

March 20xx:

Spring is such a pleasant season, the cherry trees are in full bloom.

Today, I was going shopping with a bunch of friends.

But when I was walking through the stadium, I saw a handsome guy.

He has a cool temperament, a tall and strong figure, and his facial features seem to be created by God. He really suits my aesthetic taste.

what should I do?

Of course, I took the initiative!

Think a little excited.

March 20xx:

Finally, I got some news about that boy.

His name is Gu Sili, he is 188cm tall and weighs 70kg.

It is said that when you are dressed you look thin, but when you are undressed you have flesh.

Abdominal muscles and mermaid line!

He is very good at studying and also good at sports.

My family is not well off and I came from a small county town.

As a poor student, he needed scholarships every year just to make ends meet.

Isn’t this the standard example of beauty, strength and misery?

whee.

I will protect this handsome guy's wonderful life.

March 20xx:

He actually rejected my approach.

But, I like it more.

This kind of man with personality makes people want to conquer him.

Just wait, Gu Sili, I will definitely get you.

March 20xx:

How to do?

It seems that the more I get to know Gu Sili, the more I like him.

It's not that kind of boring desire to conquer, but heartache.

I just want him to be happier, happier.

but……

How can I like him?

I took the initiative to strike up a conversation with him, but he rejected me coldly.

The high-profile confession was simply ignored by him.

It seemed like he didn't care no matter what he did.

It’s a bit difficult to like a man like this.

However, I won't give up easily.

March 20xx:

It's summer vacation.

I won’t be able to see Gu Sili for more than a month. I’m so sad and miss him so much.

By the way, people like him should not go back to his hometown, but stay in the city to work and save money, right?

Hey, then I need to check where he works.

It's okay to hide in the dark and secretly watch him.

At least, I won't feel sad thinking about him.

March 20xx:

Finally found Gu Sili!

This man is actually carrying bricks at the construction site!

His hands are used to hold a pen and play basketball!

In the future, I will use it to hold my hand or sign business contracts!

How can you suffer like this?

I have to think about how to talk to the contractor so that Gu Sili can suffer less.

But then again, compared to those skinny men, Gu Sili's figure is a little too good.

Especially the sight of him sweating shirtless in the sun, you can’t stop watching it.

March 20xx:

School started today, but I seem to have done something wrong.

I was a little anxious because I hadn't seen Gu Sili for two months.

So, I went straight to him, wanting to give him something and be nice to him.

But he refused again with a cold face.

He also told me not to come again.

Gu Sili’s eyes were so cold.

It was a sunny day, but he made me shiver with cold.

I am angry.

Very angry.

I feel like this man's heart is made of stone!

I can’t keep it warm no matter what I do!

So, I lost my temper, pointed at his nose and cursed him, saying that he was from the village, that he didn't know what was good for him, and that one day he would fall into my hands.

In fact, I regretted it as soon as I said it.

Especially when I saw his clenched fists, I felt so heartbroken.

But I also have self-esteem and pride. I don’t want to admit defeat just like that, so I can only stiffen my neck and confront Gu Sili.

He seemed very angry, standing there, staring at me with those emotionless eyes, then turned and walked away.

March 20xx:

Things are getting worse.

Gu Sili began to avoid me deliberately.

He was no longer seen in the library he often went to, or in the stadium where he exercised.

I am so sad.

Thinking about him makes me anxious.

I don’t know how he is doing, or whether he is being bullied because he has no money.

Fortunately, my good friend Mo Lili gave me some advice.

She said I could send something to Gu Sili anonymously.

Gu Sili doesn't accept my things because he hates me.

However, he may accept other people's good intentions and do what they say.

March 20xx:

yes!

I made it!

I secretly sent things to Gu Sili for a month, and he accepted them all!

Seeing him wearing the clothes I bought and eating the snacks I made myself, I felt so proud!

Also, the cash I gave him should be able to help him a lot.

only……

It seems that Gu Sili has someone he likes.

He always deliberately passed by a certain teaching building and even secretly looked up at a certain window.

Who is that girl?

Am I good to him?

March 20xx:

It turns out that the girl that Gu Sili likes is called Su Qian.

He comes from the same small county.

So, he started to like this girl because they shared the same suffering?

If I had known this would happen, I would have pretended to be poor!

Ugh!

Unfortunately, money can’t buy early knowledge!

But I won't let him be with another girl!

No matter what means I use, I will get him!

March 20xx:

I didn't know if it was the right thing to do, but I did it anyway.

He and the girl got closer and closer.

I'm so scared.

Afraid they're really together.

So, I threatened Gu Sili, using his future, his studies, and even his entire life to force him to submit.

In that abandoned classroom.

I saw the brief loss of focus and confusion in his eyes.

But soon, it was replaced by deep disgust and hatred.

But I did it without hesitation.

It hurts, it really hurts.

But I am happy in my heart.

I finally possessed Gu Sili completely.

I know it's mean.

But I don't regret it.

Because I like him, I like him to death.