From school uniform to wedding dress, but I don't want to marry you anymore

Chapter 251 Schizophrenia

There was deathly silence in the ward.

Yun Ning slowly turned her eyes and looked at Gu Sili who was standing silently beside the bed: "Where's the baby?"

Her voice was soft and weak.

Like a drop of water falling into the turbulent ocean, without any ripples.

Gu Sili said tactfully: "I picked a good place for him, where he can have a good rest."

"..."

Yun Ning stopped talking.

Compared to yesterday's hysteria, it's heartbreaking.

She was very calm at this moment.

As calm as a puppet, neither happy nor sad, without any human emotions.

There was severe pain in my lower abdomen and lower body.

Yun Ning said in a low voice: "Gu Sili, maybe we are really not suitable to be together."

Feng Xiaoman said that before she lost her memory, she and Gu Sili were hurting each other and their mother's life was also at stake.

After losing my memory, I suffered so many hardships for no reason.

Even the child they had together was not saved.

They are doomed to fail.

They shouldn't be together.

Otherwise, they will only hurt each other and their important people.

Her mother, their children, are examples!

"..."

Gu Sili opened his lips, but lost the ability to speak.

If it were in the past, he would have pinched Yun Ning's neck and told her: What's appropriate or inappropriate? I said I'll be with you, and I will definitely be with you.

But now...

Yun Ning was already sad enough, he couldn't irritate her with these words anymore.

"Gu Sili, I'm so tired..."

Yun Ning was too weak to even sigh.

Life is so hard.

Life is like a huge frying pan, and everyone is struggling and suffering in it.

Turn living flesh and blood into a mess.

Gu Sili hugged Yun Ning tightly: "This is an accident."

Just like the doctor said, there are many possibilities of accidents for the baby just left.

The medical conditions at that clinic are so poor, no one wants something like this to happen.

"An accident? But when he was born, he was so healthy..."

Yun Ning held back her sobs.

Whenever she thought of how pink he was when he was born, and how purple he was when he died, she couldn't control herself.

Gu Sili could only hold the girl's hand and comfort her: "Don't let your imagination run wild. You have lost a lot of blood and need to take good care of yourself. Go get some sleep first."

Yun Ning pursed her lips and said nothing more, just staring blankly into the air with her eyes open.

Gu Sili didn't know how to persuade her, so he turned sideways, lay down and hugged her.

The VIP beds in high-end private hospitals are comfortable and spacious.

Gu Sili lay down and there was still space.

He placed his hand on Yun Ning's cold belly, trying his best to give her some warmth.

Yun Ning did not resist and just lay there quietly.

Apart from her slight breathing and the operation of various instruments, Gu Sili could hardly feel her.

After an unknown amount of time, Yun Ning suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed around randomly in the air.

There was an IV tube in her arm, and when she moved around like that, the needle was thrown out.

The blue blood vessels flowed with bright red blood, dripping onto the pale skin.

It looks painful.

But Yun Ning seemed unaware.

She ran out of bed barefoot and ran to the window.

This is the 13th floor.

If you fall, you will be smashed to pieces.

Gu Sili was quick to reach out and hug Yun Ning's waist: "Yun Ning, what's wrong with you? Don't be impulsive."

Yun Ning didn't say anything, but kept staring out the window, which even emitted a faint light.

Gu Sili followed her gaze and saw only blankness.

He asked worriedly, "What are you looking at?"

Yun Ning's eyes were dull, and she raised the corners of her lips and said, "The child came to see me. He was just outside the window, smiling at me."

Gu Sili's throat became choked and he felt as if he was suffocating and feeling uncomfortable.

He patted Yun Ning's back and comforted her, "There's nothing there, you're seeing things wrong."

"No, I wasn't mistaken. He was just outside the window, smiling at me. I want to go see him. I want to go see him!"

Yun Ning refused to listen and tried to struggle to get out of bed again.

It is five o'clock in the morning and it is still dark.

There was something wrong with what Yun Ning said.

He forcibly dragged her to the bed, covered her with the quilt, and emphasized again: "You are wrong. The child is dead and has gone to heaven. There is no one outside the window!"

Yun Ning was startled and stared blankly at the window.

Sure enough, there was no one there.

Only her and Gu Sili's figures were reflected on the glass window.

It was pitch black outside, just like her life.

"how come……"

Yun Ning murmured and shed two lines of tears.

Gu Sili hugged her, his voice trembling: "Don't be sad, you will have children in the future."

"..."

Gu Sili's words helped Yun Ning, who was in a trance, slowly regain her senses.

But sometimes, being sober is more painful.

With a clear mind, she once again recalled the cool touch of the child when she held him in her arms.

Gu Sili keenly noticed that something was wrong with Yun Ning's body.

He asked with concern: "Why are you shaking so violently? Is it..."

Before she could finish her question, Yun Ning suddenly screamed and cried as if she had found her child dead that afternoon: "My child, my child is gone! He doesn't want me anymore! Where did you put him? I want to find him, I want to find him!"

Yun Ning began to struggle desperately.

Gu Sili was caught off guard and was scratched on the face by Yun Ning's slightly long nails.

A deep red mark was left on the man's handsome face, like a tear of blood.

Gu Sili held back his heartache, hugged Yun Ning's waist tightly with one hand, and quickly pressed the call bell with the other hand.

Whether Yun Ning is stubborn or well-behaved, she still has some rationality.

But this time, she seemed to be in a nightmare, and all her actions and words seemed like those of a madman.

The nurse came in time after hearing the bell and injected Yun Ning with a sedative.

Soon, Yun Ning's whole body began to go limp as she struggled.

She curled up in Gu Sili's arms, tears falling one by one, soon wetting the shirt on Gu Sili's chest.

Gu Sili looked at Yun Ning's bangs soaked with cold sweat and felt extremely distressed.

He said to the doctor, "Yun Ning was sleeping soundly, but suddenly she stood up and said there was a child outside the window, looking at her. She even wanted to go to the window. After I reminded her, she started making a fuss again..."

"This……"

Hearing this, the doctor's face froze.

Gu Sili looked nervous: "What's wrong?"

The doctor looked at Yun Ning who was still trembling and shook his head slightly.

Some diseases cannot be discussed in front of the patient, otherwise it may lead to more serious consequences.

Gu Sili looked at the doctor's embarrassed expression and felt more and more uneasy.

Yun Ning has suffered so much.

He didn't want her to suffer any more.

Fortunately, the sedative took effect quickly.

After Yun Ning fell into a deep sleep, Gu Sili immediately got out of bed and went to find a doctor to ask Yun Ning what was going on.

The doctor sighed and said cautiously, "The child's matter has indeed caused a great mental stimulation to the patient. She is now experiencing hallucinations. It is likely a precursor to schizophrenia. However, the specific diagnosis still requires some rigorous medical tests, but what is certain is that if it is not treated in time, it is very likely to develop into a real mental illness."

"Schizophrenia..."

Gu Sili staggered, and the fingers on his sides kept twitching.

He kept taking deep breaths to avoid falling.

Now that Yun Ning is sick, he has to hold on even more.

The man's voice trembled as he pleaded with the doctor, "Please cure her. I will do anything for you."