webnovelfull Chapter 444 Leaving (2)
Chapter 444 Leaving (2)
Sure enough, that night, Qu Shishi got on the carriage to go home, and City Lord Qu left the village overnight.
When Yang Hua and Qin Wen, who were on night duty, saw City Lord Qu's carriage, they both sighed silently.
"Second brother, are we really going to let Qu Shishi leave like this?" Qin Wen said in a conflicted manner. He wanted to stop her.
"If Twelve doesn't come back by himself, and we stop the car and cause Qu Shishi to misunderstand and make her happy for nothing, then it will be our fault." Yang Hua had thought about it, but what identity did they have to stop the car? Qu Shishi was not looking forward to them, but Lin Feng.
If Lin Feng didn't show up, they would have no way to give the girl an explanation even if they stopped him.
"Where did these twelve go at such a critical moment?" Qin Wen was so distressed and angry.
"......Ah." Yang Hua was also anxious, but what was the use of their anxiety? If the emperor was not anxious, the eunuchs would be anxious to death.
"Wait, second brother, there's a figure over there, is Twelve back?" When Qin Wen was walking around anxiously, he saw a figure quickly shuttling back and forth in the night. It looked like Lin Feng.
"It's that kid, why did he come back just now..." Yang Hua said anxiously and rushed out immediately.
Seeing this, Qin Wen immediately chased after him.
Lin Feng walked quickly in the dark night. He had figured it out. He didn't want to lose Qu Shishi. He couldn't imagine life after losing her, and he couldn't accept her marrying another man.
After Lin Feng separated from Qu Shishi that day, he left the village alone and went into the back mountain. He wanted to calm down.
He needs to sort out the relationship between the two and how to get along in the future.
On the first day he was upset and vented his anger on the forest.
After venting his anger, he went down the mountain to buy a bunch of strong liquor, and after returning to the mountain, he drank himself to death.
He wanted to drink himself into unconsciousness, but the more he drank, the more sober he became, and the calmer he became.
He began to imagine the future in his mind, and even had hallucinations. He saw that after he married Qu Shishi despite the thorn in his heart, he was unable to face her. The two of them could not open up to each other and quarreled all day long, which made them both exhausted and finally separated.
I will die alone.
Then he fantasized about separating like this, and then he saw Qu Shishi's father looking for a husband for Qu Shishi, and Qu Shishi married another man and gave birth to children for another man.
But he regretted his whole life and died alone.
In the end, he fantasized that he and Qu Shishi became friends. The two knew each other but never took that step. Finally, Qu Shishi got tired and disappeared from his world without saying anything.
He searched for her all over the world, and when he found her, all she had was a tombstone.
He lost his loved one, was filled with remorse, and died alone.
Every dream was not the ending he wanted. In every dream, he experienced the pain of losing her. No matter which ending it was, he was filled with regret and pain.
Lin Feng was startled awake. When he woke up, he found that it was already the evening of the next day. At this time, he remembered what his eldest brother said.
"I know you hated City Lord Qu for not opening the city gate for us, but I didn't blame him. Do you know why?" Fang Chen said.
"Why?" Lin Feng asked.
"Because he has a young daughter at home. If he disobeys the order and opens the city gate for us, the emperor's wrath can be imagined. He will pay a heavy price and lose his only daughter. This is why he can't open the city gate. Do you understand what this "helplessness" means?" Fang Chen said. "He respects me and knows that I work for the country and the people. He can do anything for me, but he can't bet on his daughter."