webnovelfull Chapter 166: I don’t know how to eat, and I can’t sleep well.
Chapter 166: I don’t know how to eat, and I can’t sleep well.
until one day.
Lin Rusu and Bai Fan agreed to go to the top of the mountain together to watch the beautiful sunrise.
When they reached the top of the mountain, the sky was gradually turning pale and the sun was about to rise.
Lin Rusu and Bai Fan sat side by side, their hands unconsciously clasped together.
Lin Rusu looked into the distance and began to tell the stories about what happened after they met.
"Bai Fan, do you remember the first time we met?" Lin Rusu asked softly, her voice as pleasant as the sound of a clear spring flowing in the mountains.
Bai Fan smiled slightly, a glimmer of reminiscence flashed in his eyes, "Of course I remember, at that time you were as beautiful as a woman walking out of a painting, I was stunned by your beauty."
They were immersed in memories, with warm smiles on their faces.
However, when the topic gradually returned to reality, a hint of barely perceptible sadness flashed in Lin Rusu's eyes.
At this time, the sun slowly rose from the horizon, and the dazzling light instantly illuminated the entire earth.
Lin Rusu looked at the beautiful sunrise quietly, but her heart was filled with complicated emotions.
She slowly turned her head and looked at Bai Fan with deep affection.
"Bai Fan, thank you for your love and care for me all the time." Lin Rusu's voice trembled a little, and tears flashed in her eyes.
Bai Fan held Lin Rusu's hands tightly, his eyes full of determination and tenderness.
"SuSu, I want to thank you. Thank you for appearing in my life. Thank you for becoming my wife."
When Lin Rusu heard this, her eyes turned red and she couldn't help but shed tears.
"Bai Fan, I am sorry for you. I failed to protect myself. I..."
Lin Rusu wanted to say something but stopped herself. Her eyes were filled with pain and struggle, but in the end she was unable to say what had happened.
Bai Fan hugged her in his arms lovingly and stroked her hair gently.
"It's okay. It's my fault. I didn't protect you. It's my fault. No matter what happens, I will always be by your side."
Suddenly, Lin Rusu stood up and, taking advantage of Bai Fan's inattention, rushed out like a flash of lightning.
Bai Fan reacted with surprise and hurriedly chased after him.
But he was still a step too late, and saw Lin Rusu already standing on the edge of the familiar cliff.
"SuSu, come back! Don't do anything stupid!" Bai Fan shouted loudly, his voice filled with fear and despair.
Lin Rusu looked back at him, her eyes filled with attachment and determination.
"Bai Fan, I'm sorry. Let's be husband and wife in the next life."
After saying that, she jumped off the cliff without hesitation.
Bai Fan rushed to the edge of the cliff like crazy, trying to catch her, but he only grabbed nothing.
"SuSu!" Bai Fan's voice echoed in the valley, but there was no response.
He looked at the bottomless cliff, tears instantly blurred his eyes, and his heart seemed to fall with Lin Rusu.
He knelt on the edge of the cliff, looked up to the sky and let out a long, sorrowful howl. The sound echoed for a long time in the silent night sky.
He didn't know how long he knelt there until his legs were completely numb and he had no feeling at all.
When he finally struggled to stand up, he staggered and almost fell to the ground again.
Back in the valley, Bai Fan was like a walking corpse.
He lost interest in everything around him, and he didn't care at all that the originally tidy room became messy.
On the table was Lin Rusu's favorite vase, but the flowers inside had withered, just like his heart.
He lay in bed all day and all night, not eating or drinking, just staring blankly at the formation books that Lin Rusu loved.
His mind kept recalling every moment he had spent with Lin Rusu. Those beautiful memories were now like sharp knives, piercing his heart again and again.
The people in the valley didn't know what had happened, but seeing Bai Fan distraught all day long, they all came to comfort him, but he turned a deaf ear to their words.
Bai Fan began to become unkempt and untidy.
His eyes were bloodshot and filled with despair and pain.
He no longer went out or communicated with others, as if the whole world had nothing to do with him.
Sometimes, he would suddenly pick up Lin Rusu's clothes and hold them tightly in his arms, as if he could feel her presence in this way.
Tears silently slid down his cheeks, dripping onto his clothes, leaving traces of sadness.
His body gradually became thinner and his originally strong body became weak.
But he didn't care about his physical condition at all. He felt that his life had lost its meaning the moment Lin Rusu jumped off the cliff.
At night, Bai Fan would often walk to the edge of the cliff alone, sit there and cry quietly.
The night wind whistled past him, but it could not blow away the sadness and despair in his heart.
He called out Lin Rusu's name over and over again toward the bottom of the cliff, hoping to get a response from her, but all he got in response was endless silence.
But the only response he got was the echo in the valley.
From then on, he began to learn to drown his sorrows in alcohol, as if only alcohol could numb him.
He would get drunk every day and then fall asleep under the influence of alcohol.
Only in his dreams could he see Lin Rusu again and be with her.
Two years passed in this leisurely manner.
While he was tidying up his things, he suddenly found a letter.
The letter was buried under a pile of debris, and if he hadn't accidentally flipped through it, he might never have found it.
She stepped forward and wrote: "My husband Bai Fan, personally."
Obviously, this is a letter written to him by Lin Rusu.
He opened the letter with trembling hands and an excited look on his face.
When he finished reading the letter, his heart was filled with anger and sadness, and he went to find his senior brother Bai Yunfei like a madman.
But then he discovered that Bai Yunfei had already left Baiyi Valley and was nowhere to be found. He asked around in the valley for Bai Yunfei's whereabouts, but no one knew where he had gone.
It was from that day that Bai Fan regained his spirits.
He knew that he couldn't continue to be depressed like this, and he wanted to seek justice for Lin Rusu.
He wanted to find the whereabouts of Bai Qufei. His goal was to find him, find out the whole story, and then kill him to avenge Lin Rusu.
Later, he traveled around the world, asking for news about Bai Qufei.
He traveled through mountains and rivers, crossed bustling cities and remote villages, and did not miss any clues.
It was at this time that he saw a baby boy by the river and brought him back to Baiyi Valley. That was the current Bai Yichen.
Time passed year after year, and the baby boy finally grew up, and he finally found out the whereabouts of Bai Yunfei.