Chapter 166 Love is mutual, I care about you very much
Chapter 166 Love is mutual, I care about you very much
Cui Jinsong, does he know what he wants?
And it has never changed from the beginning to the end.
Some things are not a big deal in his eyes.
He wanted Xia Qing not to think too much and just enjoy herself.
However, Xia Qing would hesitate.
She wanted to be alone for some quiet time, so she reminded him, "Don't you still have to go back to the company to work overtime?"
He said, "No more overtime. I'll stay with you. You are more important than work."
"I don't need you to accompany me. I can be alone."
Cui Jinsong said: "Then I need you to accompany me. I feel sad. I feel like my girlfriend is going to run away. It's not easy to find a girlfriend in middle age. How easy is it for me?"
"No~" Xia Qing said without any confidence. After all, she really wanted to run away the last moment.
Cui Jinsong made up his mind to stay.
But Xia Qing wanted to be alone, and she wanted to go upstairs to her place, but Cui Jinsong wouldn't let her.
Xia Qing has a very thick protective shell. Once she senses danger, she will hide in it. However, Cui Jinsong finally got her to open her heart. How could he allow her to go back to her original position?
He couldn't figure out how to make her stay away from him yet.
Out of some sense of crisis, he subconsciously felt that he couldn't leave her alone to let her thoughts run wild.
The two went to bed early in the evening.
Xia Qing lay on her side with her back to him, wanting to text and chat with her best friend.
Cui Jinsong hugged her from behind, buried his head in her neck, and gave her a light kiss or two from time to time.
Xia Qing grabbed the hand that was wandering under her pajamas and said lightly: "I'm tired today~"
"I know. I didn't plan on doing anything. I just wanted to hold you."
Do you want to see what you are doing?
Xia Qing was disturbed by his disturbance, so he pushed her away and stood up, wanting to go to the living room.
"It's cold outside. I'll go out and you stay in bed."
After saying that, he got up and went out.
Xia Qing found typing too troublesome, so she sent a voice message to Zhao Linlin.
"Linlin, are you there? I wonder how Jiang Shao knew where I lived."
The other side quickly replied: "I'm here, what's going on?"
Xia Qing: "What a bloody thing!"
Zhao Linlin: "Is it convenient for us to talk via video?" After all, during the evening rest time, everyone's clothes may not be so elegant.
Xia Qing dialed the number directly and Zhao Linlin answered.
"What's going on? Qingqing."
"Oh~" Xia Qing sighed and told Zhao Linlin the story.
......
"What do you think I should do? I don't know what to do." Xia Qing was very worried.
"You are confused, sister. Why do you have so many wild thoughts?" Zhao Linlin couldn't understand. They were not blood brothers, so what if they knew each other?
No one can control matters of the heart.
"Jiang Shao has been married and divorced, can't you have a free love relationship?"
"Besides, why should you consider others in your relationship? Isn't it none of Jiang Shao's business now?"
"Don't overthink it. Enjoy the present moment. If you have any problems, ask your husband, Cui, to solve them for you. You're just imagining things."
Finally, Zhao Linlin said, "If I had thought about it as complicatedly as you do, then Li Chao and I would never have been together. Wouldn't that mean I missed out on such a good man like him~"
Before Xia Qing could say anything, Zhao Linlin's phone screen suddenly went black but she didn't hang up. Then there was a loud kissing sound.
Didn't see it.
Xia Qing hung up, and then received a voice message from Zhao Linlin.
"Qingqing, you need to be nicer to yourself, be a little more selfish, and stop worrying about whether others will feel uncomfortable or embarrassed. In a relationship, just focus on you and him. It's just a matter between you and him, don't make it so complicated."
Xia Qing held the phone and thought for a long time.
Thinking about what Zhao Linlin and Cui Jinsong said, she wondered if she was really getting stuck in a dead end.
Is it because of Jiang Shaode's appearance that he is confused and afraid that Cui Jinsong will give up his lover for his brother?
She was worried, wasn't she? Yes, she was afraid that one day Cui Jinsong would get tired of her, and those problems that were not problems now would be used as weapons to attack her.
but.
Why did she assume this about him? From the time they met until now, in what way had he been close to the image she had imagined? He was obviously very tolerant, gentlemanly and decent.
Why do you think that?
Besides, even if the two of them really break up one day, then that’s it. At least now they are truly in love with each other.
There is no regret. After all, you don’t want to give up on him now, because if you did, you wouldn’t be so conflicted.
Yes, although she didn't say it, in her heart, Cui Jinsong was the person who made her feel most satisfied at the moment, whether from the perspective of emotional, physical or external conditions.
The key is that this man now loves and pampers her, and she likes the feeling of being pampered by him.
There are some deep things that she doesn't want to think about anymore. If it weren't for Jiang Shao, she and Cui Jinsong would still be in a sweet and bubbling stage.
Jiang Shao, he shouldn't be an obstacle to her pursuit of love.
She couldn't limit herself, and she was right.
It seemed like it was okay to figure it out, but she was used to being cautious and felt that she couldn't be too reckless.
Just take it slow, she's not afraid.
It’s no big deal. Zhao Linlin just talked about Cui Jinsong and her. The elder brother forcibly took over the younger brother’s girlfriend. It’s exciting to think about it.
I don’t know why Linlin, this girl, is still so outspoken and has such a strong taste even though she is so old.
She couldn't stand such a strong relationship. She just wanted the two of them to be together, just the two of them, with no one else in between.
Still want to be with him.
Then continue to be with him and be happy together.
Xia Qing rolled around on the bed. It was not difficult to figure it out. The key was to let herself go.
Cui Jinsong seemed to have been out for a long time.
Xia Qing got up and went out.
Cui Jinsong was smoking alone on the balcony with the balcony door closed. He was wearing a thin pajamas and lying in front of the open window, looking at the night sky, not knowing what he was thinking.
He must be worried too, right?
Xia Qing opened the balcony door. Cui Jinsong heard the noise and saw that it was her. He quickly put out the cigarette in his hand.
Since he was with Xia Qing, he basically quit smoking because Xia Qing didn't like the smell of smoke.
Today, he sat in the living room, feeling a little uneasy. He found a cigarette that had been put away for a long time, went to the balcony, closed the door and took a few puffs.
"Cui Jinsong, are you in a bad mood too? Is it because of me?" In fact, I can guess something without asking.
Cui Jinsong subconsciously wanted to comfort her and tell her not to think too much, but Xia Qing did not give him the chance to whitewash the situation.
"Cui Jinsong, even if you are unhappy, you should tell me. We are lovers, and love is mutual. I care about you and your emotions."
Cui Jinsong's eyes were dim. He hugged Xia Qing and kissed her eagerly without caring that she hated the smell of cigarettes.
Xia Qing raised her head and hugged his neck in response. She wanted him to know that she loved him as well.
Until the balcony became too cold, Cui Jinsong carried her into the bedroom bed and held her tightly in his arms. Xia Qing hugged him obediently and fell asleep in his arms. Only then did he feel at ease.
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